alright, i dont know what to do any more. i have a major problem with my friend and him being a monster, then my real boyfriend just being a jerk. i mean i was absent and everything yesterday, (still kind of weirded out what my friend said to me the other day) but that doesn't give him a right to ignore me.
i mean i had so much sleeping medication i couldn't hear my cell phone buzzing out Dance Gavian Dance at the top of its volume. focus, FI, focus. back to main subject and forgetting about that ass. he did say that to me, i dont know how he knows but one reason i stayed home yesterday because i was afraid of what he would do to me.
but today, he was waiting for me at my locker. i went to it hesitantly and thanked god there were other students around. he didnt do anything rash or anything he just watched me get my stuff, and waited to speak once i shut my locker.
'it hurts for you to be afraid of me. we have been friends since we were born. and nothing has harmed you.'
'what are you talking about?' i demanded turning to face him head on. he smiled sadly and reached out to stroke my cheek.
'its my job, i am your protector....he was going to hurt you. i just never thought you would see the monster i am.' his eyes glissened and i saw the same little boy i grew up with. 'i didnt want to lose you. so i hid what i am....i never thought....not while i was protecting you.'
'hey, jace's crying.' some of his old friends called walking towards us, i glared at them and grabbed jace's hand. before anybody else saw...i pulled jace out of the school.
wow what a thrill, this is the first day i skipped school. and the first time one of the beasts have seen my blog. srry, jace but its true. questions, you know where to find me.
-FI
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